It's been a week and a half since I had to say goodbye to my beautiful boy Lewis. I am self employed so I've had to go back to work, but I'm finding trying to move on a really struggle. Work keeps my mind occupied, but when I come home my boy is no longer there to greet me. I have my other beautiful boy Harvey, but he seems lost and lonely without his big brother. I also dread Christmas coming up and really don't feel it's appropriate for me to celebrate this year. I miss my boy so much. How can I move forward?