just a little goodbye to my beautiful girl who was my child wrapped i fur. she got me through the hardest times in my life and now shes been called back to those she was named after. she fell asleep for the very last time on 11.6.09 and it ripped me in half. she was only 2years old and as healthy as could be but the soft pallet i her throat blocked her trachea n she choked to death. usually im so tuned into their whining and i didnt even wake up when she was trying to wake me, it knocks me sick to think i slept through the worst part i her life and that she died in such a tragic way brakes my heart. i found her dead on my bed that morning. and it wasnt just like looking at a sleeping baby, her eyes were wide and glazed over ad her tongue hung stiff from her mouth a funny purplish colour. angel was my world, she kept me going at times i thought wernt worth the effort and she kept me smiling on days i didnt wana get up. she was the best dog ive ever had and it would be impossible to replace her.. a friend mafe this as part of my siggy on another forum but it wont let me add it to this one coz can only put one pic i found this lovely poem online thougt it was very fitting. There’s something missing in my home, I feel it day and night. I know it will take time and strength, before things feel quite right. But just for now, I need to mourn, my heart - it needs to mend. Though some say it’s “just a pet,” I know I lost my friend. You’ve brought such laughter to my home and richness to my days... A constant friend through joy and loss, with gentle loving ways. Companion, pal and confidant, a friend I won’t forget, you’ll live for always in my heart, my sweet forever pet.