I am so sorry for your loss of Oscar. The tribute was lovely and bought tears to my eyes. I know how heart breaking it is, loosing a furry friend.
Hope his wonderful memories will help you smile again.
Normally, every 15 seconds, video stops and rebuilds and starts again, on my laptop. This went through perfectly, for the whole 5 mins and I lost it in the 1st 10 seconds and just wept throughout. Nothing can be said to help. Hugs.
I always bring them home to bury and don't bury for 24 hours, so my lot always know.
The only thing that stops my pain, is to rescue another. I get comfort that animal is out of the system or saved, I am forced to start bonding/establishing rules. Settling squabbles, seeing little traits appearing. I am broken, but cannot indulge my desire to go to bed to cry and not get up. Even my dogs sadness/quietness is disturbed. Either they are excited at the new pal, or outraged and determined to establish their ownership of everything... In tears, I'll smile as Harriet collects a mountain of bones and sits in front of them. Beety grabs all the beds in a flurry of anxious ownership, and if it is female, Nala will be plotting it's gory death and I will be riding shotgun, heading off first signs and making sure the house rules that around here, chooks and cats have godlike status are set in concrete.