Some of you may know that I gave up my horse over a year ago (my mothers decision). I have had over a year out of horses now untill reccently i got a job at a riding centre (which I love). I sort of took on a share horse but after alot of thinking decided I couldnt really afford it at the moment. So I eneded the share. Last saturday I found out my mare was up for loan and so I jumped at the oppurtunity to loan her, I have now had her since monday (still on the same yard as her owner). I can only just afford her, and my mum has said she is having nothing to do with it, including giving me the odd lift to the yard. Shore is now lame after bombing around the field yesterday when I was trying to catch her. We havent discussed vet bills and I know it is usually the loaners responsibility, however i rushed so quickly into this i didnt stop to think about this. There is no way I can afford vet bills, esp with having had no time to put money to one side. It will kill me to have to say goodbye to her a second time.