I know it's early but I can't cope with my cats death, he died yesterday in my arms right after I came back from the vet. He was three years old. His name was Garfield and he was the most amazing cat ever, he would literally communicate with everyone, unlike my other cat and my dad who isn't very fond of cats was also attached to him. His death has completely left me feeling lonely and depressed, I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do. He was my first cat and I was very attached to him. I read that adopting a rescue cat makes you feel better but the thought of getting another cat makes me feel horrible because I don't want to go through this again, this has left me completely broken. I hate to admit this but I'm more sad over Garfield's death than I was at my grandparents, I loved them but my cats death is much more painful.