I’m new here, I just made this account after finding the forum on a google search. I just have to get this out. I had to have my beautiful Rottweiler Buster put to sleep 2 days ago, he was 10 years old and he was my world. I suffer from anxiety and depression and he was my reason to get out of bed in the morning. The pain is just too much, I am so lost. I miss him so much already. I have been crying into his blanket that smells of him for the last 2 days. I just don’t know how to handle this.