Last night my life changed completely. I am very scared for the future & I don’t know where to start. There’s so much pressure and it’s down to me to keep jasper by my side. I can’t lose him. I’ve slept for 3 hours and I’m up again. I feel sick with anxiety. I’m completely drained and I feel very sad. I’m trying to keep distracted but nothings working and I’m just laid in bed with my mind racing. Don’t know where to go from here, don’t know what’s going to happen my only concern is looking after jasper and I’m scared I won’t be able to sort things with how I feel. Sorry for this. I needed to let it out. I can’t think straight.