Sorry to all for writing this, I just want someone who does not know me to listen. I am pregnant (20 weeks tomo) I have a four year old daughter, a partner of 5 1/2 years, countless amounts of pets.....yet i feel so down!! I cant stop crying over the silliest of things. It has got to the point where i keep snapping at my oh and daughter over the stupiedest things!! even push the cats off when they climb on me!! I then feel rrally guilty straight after!!! Its hard because I am the bubbly positive girl who everyone turns to for advice, so I feel like I dont have the right to feel like this!! I think maybe its anxiety over the unborn, because I am constantly in and out of hospital and in a bit of pain. I have also woken up with a chesty cough and sore throat so feel ill !! I have come into money trouble and just dont see how I am going to keep up the cost of my horses!! And on top of all that my beardie has broken his leg!!! I just feel I have the whole world on my shoulders and no one to turn too!! Thanks for reading and I am not expecting any replies...just wanted to write things down and maybe feel better about it??