Hi Everyone, I am having an bit of a crisis with my jumping. I have been riding 16 years and have a 16.3hh tb mare who is brilliant. At the moment we are starting work properly as for the last year I have been getting her up to weight and getting bits done so couldnt be in consitant work. She is coming on leaps and bounds and so am I, with one exception..... You see about 5 years ago I had a jumping accident with a small pony and busted my ribs, I could not get back on due to being winded and in a lot of pain and that was the last time I jumped. Jumping was my favourite thing to do and nothing phased me, but now I am absolutely terrified!! My mare is an absolute Star (Star by name, Star by nature) and last weekend I was riding in the school with some trotting poles and thought I would put up a small jump as no one was around and I wouldnt be so self conscious of people watching. I trotted round and aimed for the jump but at the last minute I stupidly pulled her around it. Tried again and did the same. The third time we went over it and Star was really good and just popped over it but I couldnt do it again! I am getting so frustrated with myself and really dont know what to do to help me, So please anyone with any ideas of how to get my confidence back please let me know. I wont give up!!