Tomorrow will be are last few hours together i cannot belive such a beautiful horse has turned so weak and thin so fast. I cannot sleep the guilt is eating me up, i hate the waiting game just like him stubbon git cannot just go to sleep has to keep fighting, but this is one fight he cannot win. He has been my rock the reason to get up when i got ill after having my daughter, the first horse she rode, fed and brushed. He has been a sod but the best always are making BSJA grade A then teaching others in his retirement. Wish he could have come home for the summer but he has gone down so quick it was unfair to move him. I'll never forget him over all the years and all the horses and ponies he stands out over most, a cheeky chap that i have hit every high and some very big lows with he always came out fighting an angle at shows a pain to ride at home but he had some thing that make me keep going when others said to get rid or worse! 14hrs i'm so sorry i've had to put a time limit on your life i would keep you forever if i could but we will be together again one day and Rosie (his girl friend) is waiting, you can run away together again soon. I cannot believe our time has run out.