Hi My cat who was 15 years old was put to sleep (I don't know what else to call it) two night's ago. I wasn't able to be there with her. Holding her. I'm so upset. I'm looking for ideas for her ashes. She was an indoor cat so scattering her ashes doesn't feel right. I can't bury her as I'm hoping to move and don't want to leave her behind. I've seen the crem website and wondering if a teddy bear or cushion might be options. That way I can hold her forever and ask to be buried or cremated with her when I go. Gosh how horrible is this. What did people do? Just wondering if there are any other ways to remember her. Things that perhaps I've not considered. Did anyone have a paw print necklace made? I don't know if that's too morbid or not. Thanks in advance. Sorry if it doesn't make sense. I'm so upset.