Had a row with my boyfriend last night, we weren't talking for a few days and he took two girls to a uni open day over 3 hours away. He didn't tell me when we started talking again I heard it from someone else, and so I was quite miffed. He's now decided he doesn't know whether or not he loves me anymore because I take everything to extremes and he doesn't want a relationship right now. His dad has cancer and I think he is very worried about him and his exam results/what to do next year. Last year I was a total cow to him for so long but he wouldn't let me finish it or have a break and I'm so glad he didn't, but I can't be on my own the only thing I want in the whole world are him and Rupert I know you'll think stupid break up she'll get over it but I'm in bits and hoping to god he will change his mind My Mum had to ring my doctor and get me an emergency prescription of diazepam I have to get an appt with my doctor tomorrow they are going to fit me in... I want to hope it will all be OK but I really don't think I can deal with it. Any words of wisdom that might help me along ?