So sorry for your loss.
Little Barney certainly had an eventful life, didn't he, and I'm sure he has taken many happy memories with him to the bridge, just as you're left with many of him!
You certainly did the right thing for him, right when he needed you to, and I'm sure he'd thank you for it if he could!
Oh, and it's not crazy at all, by the way, and I hope you get some comfort from having him back home soon.
Lots of hugs to you.
R.I.P, Barney.xxx

Hello everyone
Thanks again for all your kind words
still coming to terms with all thats happened
but the pain is very slowly subsiding but i know
will never go away completely.I will let you all know
when he is back home.
Thanks again for your support.

Phil