Scamp is so beautiful, he really is. I can understand how truly horrible it is but 15 is such a good age and he wasn't in good health, he knows you did it for the right reasons.

Doesn't make it any easier at the moment and it is horrible that they can't live as long as us but it is just something we have to accept when we buy them.

Feeling like crying for you, I am so sorry.

Take care, I am thinking of you and your family.

RIP Scamp, hope you enjoy playing with your friends on Rainbow Bridge xxx

Edit@ RIP Pepper, hope you and Scamp look after each other xxx

Thank you for your lovely comments about Scamp. I am sort of coming to terms with things, but some days I get these terrble guilty feelings that start me off crying again. Once I have had a good cry I start thinking about some of the funny things he used to do, which is what some of you said would happen. I can't believe it has been nearly a month. I talk to him every day and somehow it helps. I have been sorting photos of him out but haven't been able to put them on yet. I am searching for ones from when he was a pup and will put these on soon. Thank you to everyone who has posted comments on here for me, you have helped me so much I will always be very grateful to you all. xxxxxxx

Glad to hear things are a tiny bit better for you. Grieving is such a long, slow process.

Its been six weeks since we lost our little fella. I miss him like crazy. Life seems to be so normal for everyone else, but for me it is still so hard. Xmas is on its way and I have started thinking about when I will put the tree up which brings back all the memories of Scamp, sniffing the artificial snow from around the bottom of the tree and de-railing the train with his nose. Pushing and knocking the balls and icicles off the lower branches as he crawls underneath to find his special spot at the back of the tree. (see photos). There won't be any pressies under the tree for him this year. I hope they all get pressies at the Bridge. Its my birthday next week and my husband always gets me something from Scamp and then he would pick Scamp up and put it in his paws for him to give to me - I will miss that so much, giving him a big hug and a kiss on the nose. He always looked so cute. I must say thank you so very much to everyone on this forum who has left messages and comments, I would never have got this far if it hadnt been for you all.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I will be putting some more pics of my little fella today.

Six weeks is no time at all after 15 years together so it's not surprising that you still feel low. He had a good life and he wouldn't want you to be suffering like this. After all, dogs live for the moment and don't think about the past or the future. Life would be so much easier if we could be the same. Look foward to seeing more pictures.

He looks like a stuff toy. I'm sure you gonna miss him so much. He looks playful.

Sorry to hear this sad news.

It will be two months tomorrow since I lost my little fella and all I keep thinking about is not having him around for Xmas. My little boy who is 8 has started getting upset all over again, that I feel like I did went we first lost him. I miss him so much that I am crying as I type this. God I want him back so much.

It's sad to hear that you're still having to struggle so much. Maybe you sometimes have days that are a bit better than this, I hope so?

It has been six long months since I lost my little fella and god is it still painful. My PC broke just after my last post and haven't had a new one till now so I kinda feel that I have been on my own not having anyone to talk to about him - I miss him so much. My family have come to terms with it now, thankfully so has my little boy who was struggling for a few months, but even he seems better and can talk about Scamp without bursting into tears, but I really can't seem to find a way foward. The guilty feeling about having him pts just won't leave me alone. I keep seeing him just laying there and it rips my heart out. I'll never forget you my little fella xxxxxxxxxxx

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It has been 8 months now since I lost Scamp my best friend. God why is it still so painful. I feel sick every time I think of how he went. I know it was the right thing to do for my little fella but that doesnt stop my guilt. I wish I could get past this, like everyone else has.

I miss you little boy and i'll always be thinking of you.xxxxxxxxxxxx

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