Well My ginger Tom Tigger hadnt seemed himself for a few days and started to breath heavily so on the 27th made an appointment with the pdsa for 4.20pm and took him in and he listened to his chest took his temp and gave him 2 jabs and told us to come back the next day so got home about 5 oclock and from the then on he just layed on the kitchen floor which was unlike him as he was so active and only 10 months old so at about 6ish he started gagging and reaching and there was a sort of high pitch screech so we decided to take him back as he was getting worse got to the vets at about 7 - 7.30 and he was really struggling to breath and breathing with his mouth open wide so they took him in and said they were gunna do an x-ray and some bloods so left and got home at about 8 only to get a phonecall at 8.20 to say they had found fluid on his lungs and it was blood and he just stopped breathing and passed away. we picked him up on the 28th and buried him in my mums back garden as we live in flats, he looked so peaceful. i miss him sooo much its like having your heart ripped out he was my baby im constantly crying all the time (sorry for the long post)

Oh don't be sorry it is totally understandable. Such a sad story of one so young. I know you won't think so just now but time is a great healer and when you feel the time is right you will be able to open your heart to another who needs your love.

I'm so sorry. RIP little one.

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My babies.

6 tank fish. Dylan, Monty, Shadow, Ghost, Phantom, Sidney aka Sid for short

23 pond fish. Zoomie, Cash, Tod, Murphy, Bingo, Kovu, Rufus, Wilbur, Miles, Mitzy, Ralph, Stan, Archie, Marley, Megan, Tommy, Ike, Twix, Rio, Keesha, Oz, George, Bruce.

Thank you and i just feel so bad and so guilty as i should have done more and now hes no here x

So sorry to read your sad news...try not to blame yourself, it sounds as if you did all you could for him...you took him back to the vet the same day when he got worse & tried your best to get him help.
Its especially sad to lose one so young but it sounds like he had a very much loved if short life {{hug}}

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5 cats cleo, katie & mickey (all 11) Merlin & Starr MC`s kittens
4 chinchillas (ranging from 19 to 4 yrs)
2 red foot tortoises
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I'm so so sorry

Hugs to you and run free tiny, loved puss xxxx

So sorry for the sad loss of your kitten
RIP Tigger. Hope you're chasing butterflies over the Rainbow Bridge

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So sorry for your loss.
You did your best. You took him to the vet.
Try not to keep blaming yourself. I think we always think if only we could have done more.
It's a awefull thing to happen and crying is part of the bereavement you are going through.
I hope soon happy memories of him will bring back some smiles.
Many years ago we were in a simlar situation to you and we lost our 10 year old.
Friends helped and also being on this forum too. I did adopt another little furry friend a few months later and that helped me.

R.I.P Tigger and run free at Rainbow Bridge xx

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Thank you all for your support and kind words he was very very much loved, he was such a character and just one of a kind he was really good with my kids and just loved all attention, the worse part was when i let our other 2 boys in last night from the balcony there was only 2 not 3 and i think thats when it finally hit me that hes reallty gone and theres nothing i can do about it

It's natural to feel sad hun, don't feel bad about that. You got him help from the vets and you loved him dearly. That's so much more than some poor souls get in their life.

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