and I still think about you every day.
Having a tough time without you right now.

This is us growing older together, but you got old too quick.


I hope you're not alone, wherever you are. With Penny, looking after Molly, Sophie and Johnny I'd imagine.

I love you, Pidge.

Forever with the butterflies,
Forever in the sun,
Laying in the daisies,
Until my day does come.

Bumble bees and buzzing bugs,
Swaying grass and hazy sun,
Wispy clouds above our heads,
Lazy summer days ahead.

Moths lolliping lazily by,
Watercolour sunset in the sky,
Padding home across the bridge,
Fading with the Buzzard's cry.

Now I walk this route alone,
The sky as dull and grey as stone,
A weight on shoulders, a heavy heart,
Time to move on but where do I start?

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I have tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat reading this, Ive got to go and cuddle my two now and tell myself how I need to enjoy every single day with them (hugs).

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gsds (Henrick and Bella), the cats (Syd, Lilly, Elvis and Dizzy), the gerbils (Honey, Lisa, crusty, Millhouse, Flanders, Bart and Homer), the rats (Valentine, Flower, Petal, Blossom, Koda, Cava, George), the mice (Minnie, Pop, Seudag, Caraid, Silver, Trouble, Athena, Pandora, Aphrodite, Meep, and Springtime)

Please do. The biggest regret of my life is taking her for granted and not spending enough time with her.
Love them, spoil them and soak them up as if it's their last day on earth, because when it actually is their last day, not matter what you do you cannot get rid of any guilt for when you had an off day and asked them to leave you alone, or the day you were in a rush and you didn't have chance to say goodbye or hello, even when they were so pleased to see you.

And when they are gone, no matter how hard you wish...they don't come back...

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