if you`re referring to sky then ima kick your butt lol i`ve not stopped crying for the past hour and we still have muffin, i`m gonna try so hard not to cry tomorrow for muffin`s sake but i know i`ll break down on the way home, i`ve never been this upset not even when my dad died. i wish the doc had never said we should get a dog but then at the same time i`m glad i had this time with her. i need to calm down as christine said she`s been crying too so i don`t wanna upset her as she`s doing a massive favour for me.
we`re gonna scrub the entire house here on monday then put it on the market soon. once we get back from the holiday we might look for another dog but i`m not rushing i wanna find a good breeder this time and i wanna make sure i`ve got people around to help if i go wrong, i couldn`t handle this again

if i`d joined the forum before getting muffin it could have been a different story, feel like a failure
