One of my neighbours had a loss in her family and they have a light in the garden which never goes out - think the have to fill it with parafin - they don't know where it was from there mum got all the family one. Just an ideax

As i have said before, im so sorry for you all try to ignore those people who obviously don't understand.As soon as your little man walked through the door the love you gave him and he gave you is something that you will never forget and the joy he bought to your family - stay strong xxx