Hi everyone, thanks so much for all your lovely messages...we miss our little Mia so so much it really hurts badly. its only been a few days but I feel like I have been greiving for weeks now since we found out she was ill. The house is so lonely without her its awful, i hate going to bed and getting up in the morning having to walk downstairs and know she isnt there, i say good morning and goodnight to her everyday & a few time during the day too. we sorted out all her photos last night there are hundreds and we put all her vidoes off our cam corder onto a disc and i watch them all the time, she was so beautiful and perfect, she gave me so much love and i couldnt have loved her more if i tried.
We are going to see some black lab puppies this afternoon, we were going to get one next year but i suppose we have brought it forward, i am not replacing Mia but i so miss someone to talk to and kiss, I told Mia all the time we were going to get her a puppy called bailey so i feel better that she knew this and its not just a spur of the moment thing but i do feel a tad guilty to her memory I hope she wont mind, the puppy wont be ready until the 27th of March so it will give us time to greive until then.
friday was the hardest day of my life and one i will never forget, a part of me died that day with her and i know one day that we will be together again and that is something to look forward too.

Love leanne x