Thank you so much. This forum really is my saviour at the moment, especially when my own sister cannot understand my grief. I have had a major row with her because of her insensitivity. I cannot understand how people can be so unattached to animals when for me it was the most natural thing in the world. I wish I could say that things were starting to get better, but they're not. I Hoping to post some more pics of my little fella later today. Thank you to everyone who has left me messages of support - I appreciate them more than you can ever know. xxx