I know it was only this morning when I lost Poppy and I am still grieving for her but I can't stop thinking about those kittens I saw this afternoon.

I have just spent the last hour sitting on the couch where Poppy normally sat and the whole place just feels soo empty, something is missing. I know I can never ever replace Poppy and I will always think about her but those two kittens deserve a good home dont they?

The kittens at the rescue home are 14 weeks old and a lot bigger than Poppy was (obviously) but also a lot sturdier in health if you get what I mean. They had been in isolation due to having a touch of cat flu when they brought them in and the female kitten had a tongue ulcer which is now healed fine.

I'm just scared that I am a bad kitty mummy and that what happened with Poppy was my fault and that I should have done so many things differently. I'm scared that the same thing would happen with other kittens in my care, but I know that if I let time pass it will just make my fears worse. Sort of jumping back on the wagon so to speak.

What would you do?

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