We are taking the cats back today at 1.40pm. I am on my own and feel like I could have an asthma attack any minute so I'm having to be really careful.

I have two small children to look after so I'm always rushing around and I can't do that when I feel this ill. Also got very bad hayfever symptoms. If it was just me and my dh, I would have given it longer but the kittens are young and will be easy to rehome. I do worry about Molly though. I hope she will find a good home. I wish I could keep her.

I spoke to the breeder today and I think I may have misjudged her. She was very understanding and she's going to give me some of my money back. When I told her that we got Molly wormed she said "but I only got her wormed 3 weeks ago". I didn't know Molly had been wormed because she hadn't told me that! I think that there were some unfortunate circumstances but she really has got the kittens best interest at heart.

Anyway, we haven't got a lot of choice. Last time I had a serious asthma attack I ended up in hospital. Can't afford to go in again as it gets worse each time. I need to be here for the kids cos my dh, although is lovely and understanding, works long hours and he's away tonight so I can't risk having an attack when I'm on my own.

Kori x