It is so sad to lose a beloved pet, but you gave your cat a gentle end and that is a great comfort. I lost my puss in January and reading these posts makes me weep for my loss too. The first few days and weeks are the worst, though as with people you have lost you never forget them. It's too soon to say I hope you feel better but the pain will lessen eventually. I felt hopeless and lost for some time after my cat died too, but joining these petlovers' forums has helped a bit and I hope it helps you too.