Peter,

So sorry to hear about Beanie. I am glad that you found a caring vet to be with you at those last moments. It makes a huge difference. I will say as the other have said in this thread that it takes a true animal lover to appreciate the joy that our furry friends give us. They are indeed like family, and losing a pet is losing a member of the family. You have cared for Beanie for 19 years, and I know that gave Beanie a great home. I am glad that we are in this journey with you as you mourn. I appreciate those animal lovers that can release their emotions as their pets "cross the rainbow bridge."