I am so very sorry to hear about your girl Beanie, I'm going through a similar thing with my dog, its the waiting thats the worst, and like you, I'm secretly hoping she's going to go quietly in her sleep before the time comes that we have to have her PTS, because I don't feel our vet is enough of an animal lover either. Sadly, I don't believe there's any other way, and if she's in enough pain, it will have to be done. You could change vets, and most vets will put an animals to sleep in your own home if you wish.

I wish there was more I could do or say, but I really am keeping you and Beanie in my thoughts.

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