It has been six long months since I lost my little fella and god is it still painful. My PC broke just after my last post and haven't had a new one till now so I kinda feel that I have been on my own not having anyone to talk to about him - I miss him so much. My family have come to terms with it now, thankfully so has my little boy who was struggling for a few months, but even he seems better and can talk about Scamp without bursting into tears, but I really can't seem to find a way foward. The guilty feeling about having him pts just won't leave me alone. I keep seeing him just laying there and it rips my heart out. I'll never forget you my little fella xxxxxxxxxxx

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[/SIGPIC]RIP my little fella - you will always be in our hearts. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx