Dear Biscuit,
Your only a year old and you have cruely been taken away from me; skin cancer, you didn't deserve that, after all you went through at your first home.
ITS NOT FAIR!
Why? You were pinched by your former owner to 'tame' you, if you were hungry you weren't fed, If you bit her you were put outside even on those harsh winter nights you were only 3 months old.
Then you came to me so frightened, bless you. your first night with me was so funny you had never had a wheel before you went so fast you fell of and looked at me as if you were ment to do that, then casually walked over to your sand bath.
Then today, cleaning day all 17 cages, when i got to you you wouldn't let me pick you up without sqeualing at me, so i let you run into to the tube and put you in the 'woodshavings' box so you could dig but you fell onto your back and i saw how raw your chest was no wonder you wouldn't let me hold you bless your little heart.
so i took you to the vet, and they told me what i feared
those words keep repeating in my head over and over again like a stuck record;
'
The kindest thing to do, would be to euthanise him'
I felt so numb with shock.
while the vet went to get the 'chamber' ready i told you how much i loved you and how i promised you i will put a new little baby in your cage, i'm sure you have said hi to Mushroom, Jeffrie, Albert, Bertie & Jack for me just to mention a few who have died this year.
It was amazing how calm you were, it's like you knew what was going to happen, it was like you were relieved.
When the chamber was ready we took you threw you let me pick you up as i gave you one last kiss, the vet put you in the chamber bless you as the anesthetic started to kick in you looked like you were drunk you fell over onto your back and fell asleep.
The vet took you out and injected you, as your heart started to fail i could feel your soul going it was un-real.
Christians believe animals don't have souls, if they haven't been through such a horrible expierience like that they don't no anything!!!
I took you home your body still warm i gave you a long last cuddle. before i put you in the box. Sweetheart i will always love you, you always have a place in my heart, as do all my bridge babies, sweet heart i will never forget those precious memories you have given me, R.I.P little man sweet dreams.
