I feel i've made the wrong decision!
I have put my cat to sleep, i felt i was doing the right thing but now i'm feeling so much regret. He had a tumour in his stomach but he was in no pain, his belly had gotten really big with all the fluid surrounding the tumour and he mostly wanted to sleep but he still ate a little, maybe just under a sachet a day, he was still passing urine. They said they could drain the fluid off which could prolong his life but they couldn't say how long as in the end as he has got a terminal illness. I just keep seeing his lifeless body and i wish i had left it longer, he may have been a little different in himself but i feel he was quite happy just sleeping. I miss him so much and i can't stop crying. I don't feel like i said goodbye properly and i rushed into the decision before actually thinking about it. I know he wasn't going to be around forever but i feel i should of kept him with me until it felt like it was affecting him more, so that putting him asleep felt justified. He must of wondered why i was doing this to him. I feel so upset and sad. I wish i had kept him longer! I wish he was still here!