I am so sorry to read this but i do truely think you have made the right decision. In these situations you need to ask yourself who am I keeping her going for, her or me. Its always a difficult decision but like you say if she is having trouble getting up then it is a downward spiral.

We made the difficult decision to have 4 of our horses put to sleep over the years and each time it felt heartbreakingly wrong to say goodbye but once they were asleep we realised it was the kindest thing we did for them and just heartbreaking for us to say goodbye.

Thinking of you on tuesday xxx