Bless you, it's early days sweetie,you are bound to feel how you do because of the grief you feel right now,and because you loved and cared for her so much, it's heartbreaking and hard to understand why she was taken from you so young,All i can say is that time is a great healer and in time you will find comfort with memories of the good times you had with her.My heart goes out to you xx

I can't say how long it will be until you feel 'better', but it will take as long as it takes, there will be good days and bad days, but it will get easier , and you will smile when you remember her ways xxx

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