blimey that must be the longest post i've ever seen!

sorry for your loss, you obviously cared very much for Ben and you did your best, so please don't blame yourself for what happened.

It might be best not to name the vet on websites you have made, or on here because the vet probably could sue you if they so wished.

The best option would be to use the link that Rona posted and take it from there.

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R.I.P Buster - Causing mischief over the bridge, sleep tight soldier