I think I have them.
You can be a mean as you want, I want real opinions, I feel cr*p already so I need a kick up the butt tbh.
I got max on friday, an 8 week extremely cute bundle of fluff but I'm just crying all the time I feel I've made a bad desicion getting him which I feel such a failure for. I have been wanting a new dog for a year, a friend for jess and I geniually looked into it all and got advice from people, making sure I had the time and energy and I thought I did, I thought I was ready, but now I feel I rushed into it even after a year.
He is wonderful, uses his puppy pads if I don't get him out in time, stops when I tell him no has slept through the night so far which makes me feel even worse as I know he could be so much worse.
I feel bad for Jess, the dog I already have and my cats as they don't get on, which of course is to be expected, its only been four days!
I suffer from depression which I am getting help for and I thought getting Max would help too, give me something to get up for in a way but its not turned out that way.
I love him so much already and I in such a mess I don't know what to do.
I feel like such a fool. He is playing on my bed right now, looking so cute
I just feel he would be better off else where and it breaks my heart.
I just can't stop crying or get this horrible feeling of regret away. I feel like the worst person ever atm.
